Weight and lumps:-/

So, first thing, in the last 2 months or so, I've gained almost 20 of the 52lbs I had lost in the last year, back. It sucks. So im going on a liquid fast for the next few days. Maybe that will get me back on track. I hope.

This morning, in the shower, when I was washing, I felt something on my breast. So I did a self examination and sure enough, there's a lump:( Its on the top side of my breast and its hard. It doesn't hurt and its not huge but it's big enough that i can feel it just my brushing up against my breast. Im trying to find a place that will give a free examination but so far, no luck. If anyone even reads my posts, will you just say a little prayer for me? I have 2 little girls who need me and I can't go through something like this right now. Anyways, just wanted to write it out. Thanks for listening....if anyone is...