Coninued from the first one.....

Alright. Let me see if I can continue my sob story now...So yeah. They moved in together. Since then, it's been fight after fight with him and I. He threatens, I threaten and it's one huge circle....it's ridiculous. Plus, he was our ONLY income. He left me with the apartment, kids, and all the bills and NO income at all. And is STILL trying to screw me out of money. I mean, I know I'm going to go get child support and whatever else I can get from him but still ugh. They have a $4,000/month income and I have nothing. On top of all of that, he's being a TOTAL a$$ to me. I have been SO depressed that I think I'm going to get into counseling or something. I need something to help me through!! I'm in school and do NOT need to screw this all up. 


Today was an ok day until I talked to him this evening about the kids. Then, once again, all hell broke loose. I'm just SOOO sick of it all! I just want this part of the separation/divorce to be OVER with! It's killing me and the girls. They miss him SO much. They've seen him like once a week and that's it. He calls every day for like a minute but that's it. It's NOT enough. But I won't let the kids around HER. I don't think they need that right now. 


So yeah, this is my "new life" and it sucks! Hopefully I can come on here and vent every day. I don't know if anyone will read this other than my ONE follower, miss Ashley (ILY!!!!) lol but at least I'll feel better typing it! I'm sure every day there will be something new for me to b*tch about haha. Hopefully my one follower won't get too tired of hearing about it! And hopefully my days will improve.


At least I have my girls. They are my whole life. I will do ANYTHING for them. And I will do ANYTHING to make sure they have EVERYTHING they need/and possibly want too! That's my whole goal in life is them:-) With that, I'll post a pic of them!

Them at Steak N Shake:-)