A little better....

Hello! I'm bored so I thought I'd write. Things are going a little better....for now. I'm getting things done about getting money and a job. My daycare vouchers should be coming through very very soon!!! As soon as that happens, JOB here I come!

I'm starting to have a little anxiety about Christmas. Chad's family has like 4 different parts to it. On Christmas eve, we go to his moms side (his moms house then his grandmas), then Christmas morning, we do Santa, get ready, and go to MY side of the family for about 2-3 hours. Then we go to his dads, then his step dads side of the family. So if I let him take them to his family things, I will only get my kids for like 4 hours on Christmas. I'm FREAKING out. I CANNOT be without my kids on Christmas!!!! I just may have to tell to go EFF himself and go with them just to be with the girls. I mean, the family doesn't mind at all because they love me so I think it'll be alright. We'll see how I do closer to the time. I get them Halloween and Thanksgiving because he works both days (yay!) Ok so that's selfish of me to say yay but I can't help it. I am a VERY big family oriented person and I LOVE LOVE LOVE the holidays. I love dressing the girls up and going to see all the family. And I've been doing this for almost 4 years now. Its hectic and crazy but I don't care. It's the best part of the holidays-being with family. So like I said, we'll see how it goes but I think he may have to suck it up and let me come. Besides, the whore isn't allowed to come so I think it'll be alright.

I don't know if I blogged about this yet, but I started an account on My Fitness Pal. According to them, I have lost about 15lbs since August. YAY! My name on there is Bria428. I've been tracking what I've been eating and doing. And a friend of mine is sending me a workout dvd and it should be here any day. I'm tooooo excited! Skinny-here I come! LOL!!!! Alright, I'm tired of writing haha. I'll ttyl:-)